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Chapter 10
( part 1 )

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A text message from mikko ? . . . how , why ? . lol ayan hindi nako nakapag sagot . . ( . . then ayun nahuli ako ni sir Jacob akala nag tetext ako habang nag eexam . . . dinala pa ako sa guidance . . . tsk !!!! naman . . . . . ayan at mag kakarecord pa nga ako ?? . . tsk !!!!!!! . . naman . . ARGHHHHHHHHHH .. asar . . . while approaching the guidance room , ayan kinabahan nanaman ako . . . . hayy .  . I felt like crying . . nanamn . yep drama ness mode ako .  uber !!!   . ( woosh madrama talaga ako ) since mikko stopped talking to me . . pero LOL hindi pa kami ni giro . noh ? duhh . . hehe . . then ayun kakausapin na si dean , ng biglang . .


*knock knock . .



Mikko went inside the deans office . .



“ uhmm sir Jacob , can I excuse you sir , for a moment ? po “

^ whats that all about ? . . tsk ! . . I cant even face him straight . . I was just looking down , then sir Jacob went outside the room . . ayun I was shaking my knees . . . magkakarecord nako dito sa XMS . . . T_T . then suddenly sir jacob went inside the room and told me I was good to go , thanks to mikko daw ? . . . *confused look*

Yep confused ako … super . . . I went outside …

I saw mikko walking . . far away from the room , I called him . .

“ mikko !!! “ . . ( lol napalaks ata ang sigaw ko ah , daming napatingin sakin . . ) . .


Hindi man lang ako pinansin . . . . .

Aw , ang sakit naman nung ganun , . . yung hindi ako pinansin ? . . tsk ! oh well , tsk . . . sige from now on mag cocommute nalang ako pauwi  . regardless of what giro would think . .lol . hehe  hindi pa naman kami diba ? lol okay sige uuwi ako mag isa !! hehehe . . hihihihi . .

. . yep masakit pero , okay lang  1 week na ganto . FINE ! hehehe . lol . . – kakayanin ko to


. . it was late in the afternoon . . so yep tad tad ako ng text kay giro .  I cucut ko muna sarili ko sa outside world , . gagala muna ako for a while before ako uuwi samin pupnta ako sa may bay area ng mall of asia then mag sesenti hehehe ..

It was almost 8 PM . . i checked my cellphone , 10 miss calls from giro . . and 40 unread messages from random people . . hehe . then ayun nag mental block nalang ako bigla ? yung baga .natameme naman ako . . ?  I mean naiyak nalang ako . . I felt like im the stupidest , dumbest person in the world  ganyan talaga akong mag emote hehehe . . T_T . . then it was almost 23 : 0 0 yep nag sesenti parin ako dito . . naka upo . .nag iipod listening to leona lewis and akon . hehe and MYMP . . hihihi . . parang ayoko ng umuwi . or bumalik sa amin . .T_T ayun hindi pa rin tumitigil si giro ng pagtawag . . hehe , I think he’s getting worried , LOL syempre  tanga ko talaga . hihihi . . so tinext ko na si giro . . I said . .


“ dito lang muna me sa may bayside area  uwi rin ako afterwards “

“ whoa ? ano ginagawa mo jan ?ITS LATE ! , contaced mikko and he’s gonna pick you up ” . .

Tingnan mo nga naman .  . . . pwede bang si giro nalang ? sumundo sakin . tsk kasi naman 2 hours ang byahe mula dito papunta kina giro . . tsk ! . . si mikko pa ? tsk naman . . I replied .

“ wag nalang . . pauwi naman din ako eh . . . “

“ NO ! , mikko is on the way Okay ? Please kc stay there . . . T_T “ . .

I replied “ sorry - - - pero . . before I could finish typing my reply . .

I a very familiar voice . .


It was mikko , talking to giro on his cellphone . .

“ geh dude , ito nakita ko na , uwi ko na siya . . .hehe geh pare , “

I heard giro

“ geh pare , ingat kayo ha . “

“  hehe nighty, bro “

- hangs up the phone –



. . I looked at him in an annoying way . . *rolling eyes . .

“ so shall we ? “ he muttered

“ go away . uuwi akong mag isa “
I started to walk . . . . .
“ uhm nope , iuuwi kita – you heard giro , baka umiyak yun . . “

“ flip ka ba ? you heard me . .im not going anywhere with you “

“ .  .  lawl , im gonna count to three okay ? .im gonna carry you myself , sa car “

“ NO “

“ one “

“ I SAID NO !!! . . . “

“ two . . “

“ THREE .  “


“ tsk ano ba ! . . “

Then he went towards me , carried . .me . . OMG . kainis !!! . . . JERK !!! talaga . . tsk . . then he said

“ toldyah . . so ibababa na ba kita ? “

“ UHM DUH !?!?!! *AIGHHHH , tsK ANO BA !!! “

“ uhm ikaw eh , I said im gonna carry you “ then this annoying smile . .. *ARGH !!!! . . .

“ whats with you ba ? CANT YOU DECIEVE YOUR BESTFRIEND FOR ONCE ?! GOD !? “

“ I didn’t pick you up just to please my pal . .”







“ I did it because I was worried . . . . “



. . . .


I looked away . . … I was speechless . . I didn’t know what to say , I was so speechless . . he approached me .  and again he said

“ so shall we ? . . “ . .

I just nodded . . we went to his car . . then he called giro  . again

“ dude , pauwi na kami , call nalang kita as soon as makarating kami . . “

“ bro pakausap naman kay KC . . ? “

He noticed na . . parang hindi ako okay so , he just said

“ nahh dude , tulog andun sa likod . .eh hehe  “

“ oh okay dude , ingat kayo – take care – “

- hangs up the phone . .


He started the engine , . . I said

“ thanks “

“ lol for what ? “

“ for , nvm .. --- “

“ lol , alam ko naman kasi na wala ka sa wisyo ngayon kaya sabi  ko tulog ka “

“ . . . “

“ . so your still mad at me huh . .” mikko said

“ . . shutup “

“. . okay I’ll take that as a YES-galit-ka-pa-sakin “

“ . . alam mo ! *GRHHH , tsk just shut up okay ? “

“ . . . . okay . . ? “

. . .

I cant even look at him, tsk . I was mad na hindi ko maintindhan na ewan  . . !!!!!!

I arrived at our block . . I just went outside of the car . . he got out to and then grabbed my hand . . . .

“ let go of me ! “

“ can we just talk ? “

“ uhm let me guess  , NO ! “

“kc ,your being childish . . “

“ AKO CHILDISH ? the hell ? ikaw jan ang maginarte eh parang bata !!!! “

“ hey ! , I just did the right thing ? “

“ THE RIGHT THING !? ANG umiwas , ang supladuhan ako ? FINE ! GO ! be what you are ! “
Then tears filled my eyes again . . hehe

“ tsk napaiyak nanaman kita . . .“ he wiped my tears ,

“  . . . . im not in the mood to talk----“
He grabbed my hand . . . then he said

“ kc Im sorry for what I did , okay ? “

“its getting late , I w-wanna go to sleep “

“ im really sorry , I thought I did the right thing .  .  “

“ sure . . .after this , back to normal again huh? Iwasan ulit . okay I can handle that , I can deal with my social life without you anyway - -  “

“ . . . hmm , sa finals ng converse streetdance battle , please nood kayo ni giro ? hehe - - KC ANO YUNG LUMILIPAD NA YON !!!! “

“ . HuH WHERE !??!?!? “

“ hahahahhaa . . ! one point! “

“ HMPF , baliw ka talaga !!! “
Then he pinched me … sa pisngi .. ouch sakit !

“ uyy tumawa naman siya . . hahahaha “

Yeah natawa nga naman ako dun , akala ko may lumilipad nga . . asar . naisahan ako dun ah . .

“ promise kc , back to normal na ulit hehe “

“ hmpf ! ewan ko sayo


“ bahala ka nga haha ! “

“ goodnighty chin chin ! hehehe “

Then nilakad niya ako sa doorstep namin . .

“ im really sorry for what I did to you the past few weeks “

I looked at him I pouted my face . .

“ . . .  !  “


- - - -

I went upstairs to my room and went to my bed . . . and slept like a baby  kasi feeling ko may assurance na back to normal na ulit . . . .Normal day , arriving at school . . miss sanchez told us na next week ang buong klase namin ay magkakaron ng trip sa bundok anitsulong , cute nung name pero yun ang name eh . . el gimikero daw ang may host , “its all about embracing nature and appreciating it in 3 days “ sabi ni miss sanchez . el gimikero is an organization ng mga SOSYALEN sa school kasi everymonth may gala sa kung saang saang countries or places .  dito sa pinas , mikko and giro ofcourse decided to go . . then si giro pinilit naman ako ?  si mikko back to being passive parin . .ARGHHH . . . gahhhh kaasar na siya ha !! . pero okay as ive said , I can deal with my social life without him anyway so , walang problema !!!! hahaha

” kc sama ka bili “

“ ayoko . . hehe “

“ KC ka naman eh . . libre kita and pagdadala kita ng gamit pwamisssss “ . . hayy cute paamo look nanaman . .

“ bahala na . . “ . .

“ YEHHHHH!!!! . I guess that’s a yes ? pag papaalam kita kay tita “

“ hehe bahala ka po . . “ I looked at mikko and all I saw was him laughing at me , in an insulting annoying way . . . I rolled my eyes naman … .LOL !

Katie as usual busy nanaman , kasama ang streetdance nag rerehearse para sa finals ? since si mikko eh tinatamad  . next pratice nalang daw si mikko ? kim , ayaw niyang sumaa . .  hehe hindi na pinilit ni mikko ewan ko kung bakit ? . . hehehe ..

Camping trip namin .

So we hiked like 4 miles ata ? crap namann ang haba ng nilalakad namin . . . then ang sakit na ng paa ko kasi hindi ako sanay ng ganitong bigatin na hiking . . giro joked and said “ gusto mo bang buhatin kita ? hehe “ .  . sabi ko naman “ SURE !!! “ . ….. giro replied “ PARE BUHATIN MONGA SI KC !!!! hahaha “ . . and I said  . . . “ no thanks “and mikko bumped me .nung biglang nauna si giro , and yep nadulas ako dun sa maputik na daan . . . mikko tinawanan ako , pinicturan pa ako  . . *GAWDDD kaasar !!!!!!! . . . I mean it really ticked me off !!!! . . I shouted at him

“ ANO BA !!!! “ . . .

Natememe ang buong hiking namin . . napatingin lahat sakin . . napahiya naman ako dun  , then mikko answered

“ lol inaano kita jan ? “

“ *GRHHHHHHHHHH . “

“ lol , ewan ko sayo “

Giro walked up to me and grabbed my bags . . what a gentlement , *grhhh, compared to mikko . . . tsk ! then giro gives mikko a joke punch in his shoulders . . and mikko was like “ whuaattt dude ? hahaha “ . .. giro replied “ haha pare  umayos ka nga ! “ . . .

Continued to hike in the woods . . .

We finally reached our effing destination !!!!!! . . . .

It was a great river . . hehe may waterfalls pa . . us 3 fixed our tent near the trees . . para daw kung sakaling umulan ? sabi ni mikko . . . buti nalang dala ko sketch pad ko hehe , I draw random random things . trees , scenery etc . the 2 guys took pictures of everything ? lol get it “EVERYTHING” mga adik sila . . . then it was late night , nag camp fire ang buong class hehe . lol I forgot to mention 19 lang kami na nag camp haha pero ayos lang parang buong class na rin . .hihihi , then suddenly , all hell broke lose . . umulan ng pagka lakas lakas . . ow em gee !! . . lahat kaming 19 nagtakbuhan sa mga kanya kanyang tent . . and yep kaming 3 tumakbo din kami dun sa tent namin syempre . . lol HELLO !? . . haha . . kainis ang lakas nung ulan , pero buti nalang . hindi pumasok yung tubig . . hehe . .

Ayun yung dalawang loko sa loob ng tent namin nag susuntukan . parang mga bata ? . ako tameme dun sa tabihan . hehe naka higa ako , ..inaantok antok na rin , pero hindi ako maka tulog dahil kay mikko at giro , ang daldal !!!! . .hindi naman ako makapag sabi ng shutup ! or quiet that would seem so maarte of me . . . girls in our class envy me daw sabi nina eriko , two uber hot guys daw kasi kasama ko sa tent , ayos lang daw sabi ni miss sanchez since she trusts us na wala naman daw kaming gagawing milagro sa loob ng tent , I mean duhh ?? hihihi . . pinilit ko talagang makatulog nung gabing yun . . hayyy . . . I think it was almost 2’Am in the morning. .

Dilat na dilat parin ang lola mo . .
Mejo tahimik na silang 2 . . yesshhh . .
Pero ang lakas parin ng ulan . . grabe . .


Then suddenly si giro tinabihan ako . . .

He asked me “ nilalamig ka ba ? “

“h-hindi –n-naman ? hehe bakit ? “ pero infairness sobrang lamig lamig . haha   

. .
Then si mikko . . loko talaga . . 

Biglang hinigit yung kumot ko . . kunwari nanaginip . alam nyo yun ? yung parang bigla nalang hahalbutin ang kumot ? uber lamig !!!! . . giro naman nakipag agawan  tsk ayan ang gulo nanaman … then hindi ko na talaga kinaya , inatake ako ng asthma ko . TSK ! ..

*cough *cough . .

Then natigil harutan nila . .

“ kc , nilalamig ka eh ? MIKKO KUMOT KASI !! hahahaha “

Binalot niya ako ng kumot . ..

“ hehe lamig parin giro , sige hehe share nalang kayo ni mikko muna . may dala naman akong kk-kumot. “

” pare , kunin mo kumot ni kc gamitin mo muna .. hehe , “ then nung magkatabi kami ni giro , he was hugging me tight habang nakahiga kami . . . then I felt this something on my heart ba ? parang I felt something ba ? na parang kilig pero hindi naman . ewan . . hihihi , giro hugging me 8-> . . then si mikko nag senti na dun sa tabihan .

“ hehehe . . “

Nakatulog na kami . .
I woke up , si giro tulog na tulog parin , wala na si mikko ? hmm . . since mukang safe naman yata tong woods na to ? I wandered around , I went near the river then I dipped my feet . . hehe anime ? lol . parang . . anime naman talaga eh hehehe . .

Then habang naglalakad dun sa tabi nung river , I stumbled upon a very familiary face . . lolololol .  strumming his guitar  ..


MIKKO’s POV

Yep its another camping trip this year ? si kc sasama daw ayos ! hehehe pero kasama si giro syempre . .*. asar . haha gusto kong solohin si kc , AKIN SI KC !!!!!! , yep I picked her up last night dun sa MOA , giro called me up . . nung nag cocomputer ako kasi wala pa daw si kc sa kanila . yeah nagtaka nga ako ? hindi sumabay samin pauwi ? . . .i got really worried . . lol . so yep I picked her up . . . I was worried ? . . so yeah I picked her up . . arriving at moa , yep I literally picked her up and then I carried her . .lol . trip lang , kulet eh . . haha then binaba ko siya . . I told her I was worried . then she looked away ? she looked so vulnerable . . at that time , lol I cant bare the fact that kc’s cute face is getting all watered up , naiiyak na ata eh , dahil sakin T_T , damn , it felt like I did the right thing eh ? my bestfriend is courting her , yep selos ako  , INGGIT AKO !!!!!!!! SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . . pero ganun talaga eh . mabagal akong kumilos eh , pero yep I give way naman . ANWYAY along the way , I tried to talk to her . . tried to ask her if she’s still mad blah blah blah , she told me to shut up so yep . . galit pa rin siya dahil sa pang iisnab ko , lol sinave ko naman siya kay sir Jacob ah ? haha . diba .  diba   I tried to tell sorry . . lol . ayun .  it ended up me telling her na try ko ibalik sa dati ang ugali ko sa kanya . . pero hindi ko talaga kaya eh T_T . . yep , I miss her , blah blah blah blah . . pero kailangan ko lumayo 

Continueing the camping trip . .

We arrived at the mountain . . . ayos parin approach ko kay giro   , kahit asar ako sa kanya hahaha . selos ako eh , pake nyo ba !!! hahaha , wala akong magawa so trinip ko si kc . nung malayo na si giro , nadulas hahahaha . picture !!! ayun ! . . then nagburst out ? nagalit ata . . haha lol . I dun care . . sinuntok pako ng gagong si giro … , nung camp fire namin ,gutom na gutom nako . . kaso ayun umulan naman ng sobrang lakas . . !!!!! asar . . . nawala tuloy ang momentum nung camping trip , we rushed inside our tents , then kami ni giro nag susuntukan , playing cards flash light ng cellphone ang ilaw namin haha , then si kc anduunn sa tabihan . .  tahimik ayaw makigulo samin ni giro . . kunwari tulog , ndi naman 8-X . . it was 2’AM in the morning . .  and yep dilat parin kaming 3 , . hehe pero ako nilalamig nako . . hati hati kami sa malaking kumot ni giro . . lol . then nung napatingin ako sa kanilang dalawa ? I saw giro naka yakap kay kc . . . . . . . T_T , syempre ako malakas ang trip ko ngayon . hinigit ko bigla yung kumot .aw naalala ko kc nga pala eh may asthma . tsk anyway ! si. giro nakipag agawan sakin . . parang bata ,lol ako din naman
Finally giro told me to get kc’s blanket instead . . . I felt this weird hurt in my chest again ? LOL . . I cant stand them both being soo sweet . .. naiingit lang ako , so nung nakatulog na sila pareho lumabas nalang ako sa tent ,

I called kim . .


. . .


Kim : hellooww ?
Me : kim . . . im gonna commit suicide, gonna jump of a cliff or something , lolololol
Kim: sige subukan mo , papatyin ko si KC !!! hahaha wag ka ngang high !
Me: nako if you try and touch kc , susuntukin kita ng mahina mahina sa muka . . hahahaha . .
Kim : so why’d you call me ?
Me: asar ka , hindi ka sumama wala tuloy akong kasama dito . . T_T
Kim: anong tawag mo kay giro at kc ?
Me: Flip ka ba ? na OOP ako sa kanilang dalwa ang sweet grabe !!!! . . T_T DAMNNNNNNNNN
Kim : hinay hinay lang . .
Me : feeling ko mag iisa nako starting 3 days from now . . giro =gone , kc =gone . . yep parang sila na nga eh . . haha
Kim: malay mo things would turn around ? diba diba hehe .
Me : kimmehhhh !!!!!! . . . I wish I could have you here . . beside me . damn . .
Kim : nyay, high ka talaga noh ? . madaming nagkakagusto sayo , pero im not one of them , lol . . but for your sake sige tatabihan kita jan hehe
Me : talaga ?? YEY !!!!!! hahaha .
Kim: hehe sige uu , tatabihan na kita
Me : . . . *sniffing
Kim : whow umiiyak ka ?
Me : h-hindi noh . .hehe
Kim: aynako sapakin kaya kita jan , BIG BOYS DON’T CRY !!!! hahaha . joke lang 
Me : hehe . . its just that, im really guilty . .
Kim : saan naman ?
Me : sa mga kagaguhan ko sa inyo . .
Kim : yun parin ba ?? . . SUS wala yun noh
Me : thanks for being a real friend kim  *sniffing *sniffing
Kim:" hey - - - cheer up- - - "
         takes a deep breath . . *sigh
Kim: " is it okay if sasabayan kitang maglakad tuwing makikita kitang nag iisa. . ? "
Me: " you'll do that . . ? "
Kim:" sure , why not ? "
Me: " T_T , damn . . i am really sorry for all the things that i did before . . "
Kim :" wala yun  actually its a good sign na i'm seeing a softer side of you "
Me: " . . . . . hehe thanks, can i ask you something?. . . . "
Kim :" uhh yeah sure . . "
Me :" can you go out with me?, tommorow lang . . . "
Kim :" - - - *sigh , alam ko na binabalak mo . . . "
Me : I mean pag uwi ko pala hehe , friendly date lang
Kim : . .. *sigh , sige bahala na . . . hehe aynako pagsesosin mo lang si kc noh ? hmm parang ayoko hehehe “
Me: ngek ndi nuhh .pwamiisss .
Kim : sige sige bahala na . talaga . ei mikko am getting sleepy .. na talaga . nighty !
Me : yeah nighty kimmeh

- hangs up the phone –

Yep hindi nako natulog buong umaga . . tumambay nalang ako dun sa may riverside hehe . mejo tila na ang ulan ambon ambon pero ayos lng ^^, took my dslr with me , scanned pictures of us 3 ( giro , kc and me ) lol senti mode ulit . . .

Then suddenly ,


. .  nasira yung momentum ko

Kc sat beside me . . . nagulat ako na ewan na hindi ko maexplain


“ late na gising ka parin ? “

“ kagigisng ko lang ? duh “

“  . . . “

“ and ikaw mikko ay nag sesenti dito ? “

“ uu bakit pakelam mo ? “

“ . . . anong nangyari dun sa back to normal ? “

“ wala umalis na eh ? “

“ baliw ka talaga mikko . . nakakasama ka ng loob .”

“ haha bakit ? “

“ wala sige dito ka nalang - - “

I grabbed her arm , then I told her “ sit sit ! “  then she said “ tsk ano ba ! “ . .
I didn’t let go of her , siguro mga 10 minutes yata yon , then finally she sat beside me . .
Then I was looking far out the river . . then
I replied in a serious tone . .

“ you know what kc ? - - you’re the most extra ordinary girl that I’ve ever met , girls like you are like one in a million, corny right ? , but seriously when your beside me or something I just feel happy . . reeaaaally really happy – but when my bestfriend found you out I’d just thought oh well , I’m just gonna smile my way out of this - - I like you kc ? but . . happens right ? “

Then I saw her look down . . I held her hand . . and said

“ I’m still gonna be here for you okay ? “ then I smiled , dang ! this feeling really hurts . . but you know what they say , If you really love someone you just have to let her go . that’s what I did .

” m-mikko . . I - - I’m sorry -  “

“ haha sorry for what ? “ then I looked at her and gave her my annoying smile . . again hehehe XD

“ its just - - I really missed you - - sana wag kang mang iwan okay ? “

“ sure ! chin chin ! hehe “

“ hehe , uhmmm. Alam mo yung kanta na new soul ?? “

“ haha , mac book commercial ‘eh ? haha uu lam ko yun ! “

“ tugtugin mo bili hehe “

“ sure . . . “
KC sinigng new soul while mikko is playing the guitar ahahhaa XD
I started to play the guitar .. then she sang the whole song  she was good . . she was looking at me , smiling while singing . . then she was doing this weird shoulder move , hahaha . then she said “ bonjour ! “ hehehe . it was hilarious . and great at the same time . . after strumming we saw sunrise together . it was good , kahit mejo nasisilaw ako sige . . then finally nagising na rin giro  . .

“ GUYS , ang aaga nyo gumising !!! hahahaha “ giro shouted . .dun sa likod namin .

“ DUDEEE hahaha , ayos buhok mo ah !!! . . “ I told him . .

Then syempre para magising lalo si giro , binasa ko siya haha . nag basaan kami . . . ayun si KC naki Sali din . . ayun nagbabasaan kami . .  then tinamad na rin kami and ate breakfast with the whole gang . . then finally after long camping tour with the whole group , nag uwian na rin kami *sigh – kakapagod . . hehe . I remembered malapit na nga pala ang streetdance battle ,

( part 2 chapter 10 to be posted some other day )

Last edited by Freelance6969 (2008-08-25 02:16:45)

waaahh...stil a newbie peu tgal kuh nah pong inaabangan...
grbeh..wafu ni mikko...hehehe...
ganda poh story...

cgeh poh...waitin' for the nxt chap

wee,
an' cu-cute nila sa
pictre!jiji..
an' ganda nng chappie!
buteh nmn nasabeh na niya!
hayy nakuh!
nxt chappie na bro.!

wow. new chapter! love it.
with pics! awesome.

nice chappie.
may pix na ah.
d ku type mga itsura nung guys sa pix. haha.
haba mg'update ni bro.
kelan bro ang part 2? ^_________^
kuya, pwede pm mo na lang aku sa ym pag nag'update ka na?
kung pwde lang.

Last edited by _berii.^ü (2008-08-24 15:43:54)

ang gwapo ni mikko!!!!!
cge kc kay giro ka na lng
akin na lng c mikko.
haha.
jokes..

@t:kuya!!! gling muh gumawa ng storii.. i'll be waitin' for the update.

Chapter 10 Part 2

MIKKO’S POV

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

^ that’s how I describe pain  , just kidding , I read that from a book – it sucks – I mean it struck me . . when I look at them , kc and giro being together , parang matitigil nalang ang mundo ko , and I look at them at total envy . . I really envy them . . ending the camping trip , back to my new normal routine
1. Pickup KC and Giro
2. Rehearse with the streetdance club
3. go home alone . . 

Number 3 was supposed to hanging out with the gang but , all of them are busy . . so I just had to go home and study hard . . yep I’m studying hard . pretty weird huh? I’m back to my normal self . . and late at night kim or Katie would call me - - yeah they call me , and everytime they would do that ( kim and katie calling me ) I’d just feel so warm and relieved . . pretty stupid , right ? but that’s how I deal with kc and giro being almost together , they are one kiss away from being lovers  . . ( hahaha ) – honestly since after the camp , she lived up to the way I called her she was the girl next door , weird everytime I would go out to take out the trash makikita ko siya or something , deadma . . . then sometimes while jogging ,  I see her sa porch nila nag skesketch . . listening to her ipod , then parang pasimpleng tingin ako – then magkaka hulihan kami ng tingin then mapapatingin din siya – then biglang iwas tingin naman ako . . . then bibilis yung heartbeat ko ? then pag papasok na kaming 3 , we pretend na hindi kami nagkita or something – then I can’t help but not look at them sa likod . . si kc laging naka sandal kay giro ? . . weeEEeeEeeeeE . . then they would joke around then . . GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

- - first class started , magkatabi sila . . nagiging item nga sila sa school eh T_T . . I’m getting bored dito sa campus , I wanna transfer . or go somewhere else for a while , I’m heartbroken , period.

When kc talks to me , I act as normal as possible . . I mean I smile , I laugh , I punch giro , I act as normal as I can no matter how much it hurts .. – alam naman ni kc nararamdaman ko pero , oh well . ayoko namang sirain ang momentum nilang dalawa . . ^^ I’m a good friend so I hide my real emotions  . . wait tama ba ? ginagawa ko . . tsk . I’m such a fucktard . .hahhahaah . . its been a while since I’ve posted in my blog . . limot na nila yun . . . ako rin mejo limot ko na . . weeeeeeeeeee . . .

2 weeks after the camping trip . .

Saturday night
23:00
I was gonna jogg again  , since hindi ako makatulog , mga steps inaalala ko . I needed something to get my head off to . . 8-X haha .   listening to maroon 5 ,then  I stumbled on something that was really odd  . . I saw kc really sad or depressed ba . . ewan . andun sa bench na lagi naming tinatambayan –

I sat beside her

. . I asked her . .

“ whats up ? “

“ . . . whats up ??? “

“ uhmmm . . yeahh ? “

“ funny you should ask - - “

“ . . haha bakit ? “

Aw seryoso si kc ? . .

“ . . .gusto ko nang lumipat ng school . . “ kc told me .

“ whoa ? bakit naman !? “

“ naguguluhan ako sa Xavier , ayokong makasakit - - “

“ makasakit ? . . kc ? “

“ your there , giro’s here - - I mean you guys ? magkakagalit pa yata kayo dahil sakin ?  . ayoko ng ganon – “

“ that doesn’t explain why your hear out here at this hou r ? its 11 o clock and your still up ? - - hmmm kc .  “  I gave her the annoying smile

Then she reacted differently . . . she just told me

“ mikko - - I just , I really miss you - - “

Then . . my world stopped spinning again ? . . . it hit me like a silver bullet. . in the chest and I took it like a man .

“ hehe - - well andito pa rin naman ako ? its just different proximity and your seeing a lot of my bestfriend ? okay “

*sigh “ bakit ganon pag kasama ko si giro ang saya saya ko ,then pag nakikita kita parang gusto ko nalang umiyak then lumapit sayo pero hindi ko alam kung bakit ? . . “

“ ang drama mo kc ! hahaha “

“ . . . “

I pulled her closer


. . . then I whispered . .


“ may M&M’s pako sa bahay hehehe XD gusto mo ?? “

“ hmmm . ewan ko sayo “ she replied . ako naman . I pulled her closer ulit .  . hehehe 

“ chocolatessssss yunnnnn hehe , EMINEMSSSS . . hmm wag na nga , naalala ko lang yung orientation . . canteen . . haha “

“ hmpf ! . naalala mo pa ?  . . “

“ OO NAMAN !! PERO ! .   sa isang condition !!!! . .” I muttered

“ hmm . ano naman ? “

“ KISS MUNA !!!!!!!! hahahahahahhaha “ I laughed hard . . .


Then . .

*pak !!!


She kissed me ? sa cheeks ?
Napatigil naman ako dun , then she stood up and said . .

“ so shall we ? . . m&m’s ko !!! . . blehhh “

“ ohh . . k . . “ then she pulled me up . then we walked towards my place andun lang kami sa may kitchen naka upo  I just thought whats really weird was , I was really speechless habang naglalakad kami papunta sa loob ng bahay , we got inside and gave her the M&M’s . . then she was looking at me , I was looking at her . . then I just smiled . alam nyo yon ? parang speechless na ewan . . weird talaga , she was smiling at me - - I asked her

“ its almost 12 o clock ? ano plano mo sa buhay ? “

“ hmmmm . . uubusin ko lahat ng eminems mo dito haha “

“ ngeee , anyway kc. . ? . . . why’d you did that for ? “

“ alin ? “

“ . . . the kiss ? “

“ kaya ko bang igive up ang eminems? “

“ hahaha . now I know your weakness !!! , pero seriously ? anong oras ka uuwi “

“  . .  hehe , sige after ko ubusin to “

Then I suddenly shifted to a more serious topic . .

“ so . . . samin ni giro sino mas mabait ? “

“ haha , ano to trick question ? SI GIRO !!!!! hahaha “

“ oh . so . . do you like him ? “

” hmmm - - bakit mag seselos ka pag OO ?“

I sticked my face close to her and said .  “ yep “

“ . . . boyfriend ba kita para mag selos ka ?“

“ uhmm nope , pero hindi ko namang pwedeng pigilan na hindi mag selos diba ? hahaha “
Then she pinched me . .
“ may point ka dun ANYWAY  . . hmmm . may bible study kami ni kim bukas sama ka ? “

“ you haven’t answered my question yet ? “

“ . . bye bye mikkopots !!!!!  . . antok naku . hihihi ! “ then she huggs me and wents off and waves . . , unfair hindi man lang niya sinagot  , napasmile pa rin ako dun kahit papano . hehe , then later that evening she called me … It was almost 1 o clock * … I was sitting in my computer chair and talking to her on the phone , then I saw her on her room window , talking to me ! hahaha . .

M:  yo yo , tulog na ! hahaha
K: hmm , hindi ako makatulog
M: eh di si giro tawagan mo ! haha
K: . . . hehe okay .
M: NO NO ! just kidding . . hehehe . .
K: . . .
M: . . uhhhh . . galit na siya . . soweeeeee . . . puntahan kita jan sige ka !
K: hmpf !! .  haha . uyyy . naka bukas ang ilaw sa kwarto . ! takot ka noh !
M: ngee ndi noh , kasi hindi pako matutulog eh !
Then I saw kc stood up , I saw her from my room . . then ayun we saw each other holding the chordless phone , I smiled at her . . then she gave me her ever cute smile again , then she pouted her face . . weeeee. . 
M: cute nung girl oh ! andun sa bintana !
K: hmmmmmmmmmmm . . sino ?
M: secret !
K: pareho kayong gwapo ni giro , wag kang mag alala hihi
M: ngeeee . .
- then I started playing parokya ni edgar “ san man patungo “ then she heard the chorus . then I saw her sa kwarto nya naka tingin , lip syncing the song . . haha - -

It was . . really sweet of her to do that gesture  - - i smiled . . then I started dancing to the music . haha , it was really hilarious . .


Before we knew it  , it was almost 3 AM . . it was wayyyyyy past my bedtime .  . . so I told her , its getting pretty early - -

She gave me her sad face . . damn , vulnerable talaga ako sa kanya . .

Then she gave me a flying kiss  ..

I replied by showing a gesture of taking it and keeping in my pocket  . then she said .


“ goodmorning , sir mikko aensland  “

“ haha , your weird !!! “ I said . .

“ oh siya siya sige na ! bye bye na talaga !!!! . . wabshuuuuuu . . “

“ I love you too  “

Then I heard her laugh a bit then – hangs up the phone

KC’S POV

Coming home from a date with giro - - it was sort’a magical – we went to MOA as usual and then watched WALL-E together in imax – then we went to the bay area and then took several pictures - - then we went home later that night , he took me home – I’m just wondering , kami na ba ni giro ? or talagang super close lang kami . . what about mikko ? I mean he told me something really really personal during camping trip – hindi yun maalis sa isip ko , I’m so torn up right now . . I needed some fresh air in my social life - - kasi naman nakalipat lipat pa dito . tsk ! hehe , pero I’m enjoying both of there company – giro the sweet cute guy , sincerity always comes first , campus icon/hottie , extremely sweet , wait did I already mentioned that ? hehe then here’s mikko  the boy next door suplado but deep inside really sweet and caring guy , campus hottie/icon , he’s really a caring person  . . both of them are almost perfect – I like them both . . T_T . but I don’t want either of them to end up hurt . . but the thing is si mikko lumalayo na samin - - I miss him , I miss his corky ness – he’s so corky and fun to be with ! I mean both of them . I asked Katie for advice . . and all she said was

“ both of them are mr. right , but it all comes down to the conclusion that one of them is gonna be mr. right and one of them Is gonna be mr. not right now . “
^ anong klaseng advice naman to ? . . honestly nung hindi pa kami ganito ka close ni giro , lagi nalang akong tinetext ni mikko , I mean parang ginagawa niya akong blog . . then most of the time he would call me or something . . then came my birthday , I was happy and all but mikko . . . . I think I broke his heart . .

I like giro , I like them both . .


Naguguluhan na ako . . . .


T_T

I came home late - - I sat dun sa bench na inuupuan namin ni mikko lagi . . . wala lang

I was bowing my head down . . . then


All of the sudden , mikko sat beside me  . .


We talked , I told him everything . he’s a jackass as always . tsk . he dared me to kiss him . . in exchange for eminems dahil malakas rin ang trip ko nung gabi na yun I kissed him  . . sa cheeks . wala lang , friendly kiss lang naman . . we ended up going to his place and we ate eminems and we talked , he asked me about giro . . .

. .
I went home . .
I called him ^^

Then there , that was the awkward night , I had with him . .

Friday again . 

Back to school again . . gahhh . . I heard miss sanchez na magkaka ron daw ng rock party sa school ? ang theme ? guess what . .HIGHSCHOOL-PROM daw ang style ng party pero ang outfits daw eh . . casual parin , weird ? . . hmmm – katie accompanied me to buy a dress . . worried ako – since mikko or giro haven’t asked me to go yet – weird ko ? hihi pero malay ko ba dun sa dalawa kung sino ang may gustong ako ang kadate hihihi –

Later that day , nagyaya si mikko at giro na magpunta sa mall - - nag yaya siyang manood ng movie ? . . okay , awkward silang dalawa ? akong mag isa . . tsk patay na - - then before kami umalis nung hapon na yon – nag text si giro na susunod nalang daw si giro samin sa movie house? - - so nagpunta ako dun sa parking lot - - I saw mikko dun sa may car niya – I went there and then he said

M: so technically hangang wala pa si giro ? tayo muna magkasama ? “
K: obviously ? “
M: taray mo naman ! haha – pasok ka na nga “
M:  bakit ba taray mo ! hahaha , “
K: ikaw kasi ! “
M: lol . . so sabi ni giro mag meet nalang daw tayo sa mall ? hmm I he’s gonna be there in about an hour , so shall we ?
K: yeah sige

Mejo na rerelieve na ako kasi mejo ayos na ulit ang pakikitungo ni mikko sakin , he’s back to normal . . then the song “ how to save a life by the fray “ started to play on the radio , mikko sang along - - . .

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life . . .


I looked at him – he was casually singing the song ? - - weird . . I placed my hand on his right hand , which was on the gear I asked him

K: ayos ka lang ?
M: haha , gusto mo bang maaccidente tayo ?
K: okay okay , sige . . alisin ko---
M: lagay mo kamay mo dito sa gear bili . .
K: huH? I know nothing about driving
M: trust me . ako bahala sayo 
K: oh okay ? . .

I placed my hand on the gear , then he placed his , on top of mine . . . I just looked at him . and then he said

M: much better . . – then he smiled at me .  tunaw ako .
K: hmm
M: so ganito . . wait 2nd gear . - - - - -
So okay , nooby talaga akong magdrive , si mikko nalang ang nag didirect nung kamay ko . . hihihi …

Then finally we arrived at the mall , gutom na daw si mikko so , niyaya niya akong kumain sa KFC – dahil malakas ang trip ko nung pagpunta namin sa KFC , I grabbed his phone nung umoorder siya and opened up the camera hehe XD . . I took several shots . of myself – then si mikko pagbalik sumingit . . sa pictorial mode ko –


^ ito yung kinalabasan . . hehe . .


Then finally after eating sa KFC , we decided to go to the movie house - - pangit ang mga palabas so tinext ni mikko si giro na sa may stage nalang daw kami magkita and we’re gonna watch  lifehouse concert daw ? – I saw giro andun sa may rails . . we sat down , ako  nasa gitna . . the concert started . . It was fun - - then suddenly may nakita akong babae na nagbebenta ng brownies . . I whispered .

“ sarap . .tsk . .”


GIRO/MIKKO “ GUSTO MO !? “ . . bigla silang humarap sakin - - sabay pa sila . . .

Naulit nanaman - - tsk . .

“ uhmmm . alin ?? “

GIRO “ brownies ? haha
Mikko “ wala wala . . hehe sige “
GIRO “ nga pala kc ,sa rockparty may date ka na ?” . .
KC “ . . wala pa hehe . . “
GIRO “ uhmm ayos lang ba kung ikaw maging date ko ? hehe “
KC “ date ? eh simpleng party party- - “
GIRO “ haha gusto ko kasi kasabay kita pag pasok . . “

Si mikko parang na OP yata samin . . . he stood up and then told giro na “ pare , geh hehe bili lang ako sa starbucks “ . . ako naman I made up an excuse na sabi ko CR lang ako , then to make sure na hindi sasama si giro I told him to look for my bag muna . ( tsk evil ko - - oh well he’s still cute - - walang connect – haha ) . .

I followed mikko sa . .  .


Bay area ?? . . akala ko ba starbucks . .

Then I saw him punch something . . yata or something . .

I whispered

“m-mikko . . “

“ whoa , KC ? what are yoU ? sino kasama ni giro dun ? “

“ sabi ko cr lang ako . . “

“ and wala ka sa CR , sinundan mo ko ? “

“ ehh . . “

“ ito sinasabi ko sayo ? – pag naging kayo na -  wag na wag mong lolokohin ang kaibigan ko ? “

“ . . . . . o. k , sinundan lang kita kasi , I felt worried   and . . nvm . .“  I just looked down and I started to walk away . . naiiyak nanaman ako ,

Then suddenly . . .



Mikko Grabbed my hands

“ wag kang umiyak okay ? I know your gonna be happy with him “

“ .  you really think ? . . “

Then he wipes out the tears . .
“ yes  - - tara na nga , nag aalala na yon . . samahan mo ko starbucks bili tayo ng drinks , pero magpunas ka muna ng muka . “


Mikko’s POV .. .

After seeing her cry again for the nth time . . . I wiped out the tears . and then went to starbucks with her to get a drink for us 3 . . we went back and saw giro ? serious . . ata . .
After the concert – umuwi na kami , pero pumigil muna kami sa may 7 11 dun sa may giliman alley . . madilim siya . . kasi nuuhaw daw si giro ? . . I went with him sa labas . .
Si kc andun sa car . nasa likod . . nagpaiwan muna . .

Then pag pasok dun sa establishment . . giro held my shoulders . and asked in a serious tone . .







“ dude , may gusto ka ba kay KC ? “







- to be continued -

woah...ganda tlga...
kc is so lucky 2 have dem both...

huhuh...bitin...na-puzzle akuh:paranoid:
kung anung nxt mngyyari...
xana mkpg-update poh kau kgad..
heheh..
cgeh p0h..

ahw.. tae naman c giro..
nd ba halata?? namay gux2 c mikko kai kc..
lolengzs..
nice chappie.
^_^
i'll w8 fur the next chappi.e.

gnda..haha
ill wait for the next chapter..