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wweeeeeee
ang sweet ng isang kambal.

yea i agree.
i hate reciting. 0.o

next;)

woah. cutie? amf. "no problem pogi "  I winked. "huh? what do you mean no prob?" I ignored him and saw my eraser on the ground. "oh, the eraser.." I picked it up. "is this yours?? i thought it's from the girl in front of you.. im sorry ah. thanks." naks di naman pala para sakin yung cutie na yun

"fine..! " i grabbed the eraser. "uhm .. I suggest you to buy a high classed one. look, ma'am will see my erasures oh.." He showed me his notebooks. yeah yeah, it was clean."ha? what do you mean?" Tanong ko naman na parang walang nakita. "the design is so ugly and, the way it erases the word, err, dirty."


"is that so? s-sorry ah?! " I banged the door of my locker, malapit kasi ako sa locker ko."sorry din ah, I should have borrowed to the other person, yuck "
"ang feeling mo.. kaw na nga jan nanghihiram eh.. "
"enough lady, you're becoming so FC (feeling close). disgust:"

gaaaaaahhh!! boiling point!! boiling point! what the?! for heaven's sake, i'm just a poor woman tapos, lalaitlaitin pa niya itong eraser ko?!! !! arghh..

"how's your day with mr. twin tyna?"  geli asked me.
"nah.. terrible but i found it somewhat wonderful.. "
"wow, . what happened?"
"that boy is, irritating yet soo cute. XD"
"sus, ayus lang yan. naiinggit nga yung isa nating kaklase eh.."
"sino?? "
"si jam.." si jasmine? di nga?
"ha?? bat si jamjam pa? kras niya?"
"hindi.. gusto niya .. haha.. kaloka nga yung babaeng yun eh. "
"aha. loka ka, pakopya naman ng homework sa physics oh.. "
"eto oh.."

nyaaha. ayun, nagsikopyahan na kami ng assignments. eh kasi naman noh , kahit ano pang gawin mo sa akin, di ko talaga maiintindihan ang physics. maski nga basic di ko alam eh. After that, ayun, klase nanaman. this time, its our NEW adviser. and, iindtroduce namin ang mga sarili namin. dapat kasi nagstay pa dito si Sir Allan eh. nu ba yan.. *kamot*



we chatted for almost 30 minutes. and, nage-enjoy naman kami then.. we heard a knock-knock.. and, shoot. introduction time we hurriedly prepared our things and shut our mouths.

"im so sorry class if im late.."  asus, syempre, sipsip mode kaming magkakaklase..
"oh, its okay ma'am. take your time "
"okay. good afternoon class."
"good-af-ter-nuuuunnn ma'am"
"di ba kayo nag-lunch? GOOD AFTERNOON CLASS! " what the hell is this..
"GOOD AFTERNOON MA'AM! "
"okay. take your seat."
"thank you ma'am.."

she sat and looked at our class list. oh no, pangalawa ako darn it. bakit naman kasi letter C pa yang surname ko. basta, i'll prepare for it nalang tutal, mauuna naman si Ferdinne :pranoid:

"okay.. hmm.. let me see, ferdinne bondoc?" tumayo si dindin.
"y-yes ma'am?"
"oh.. kaw pala. hehe, sige you may sit na.." what the?! sit lang?! hello?! di pa nga ako nakakapagprepare nuh!! amf naman!
"naku naku naku..." i said to myself while crumpling the paper.
"okay. Costudia? please introduce yourself. "
"y-y-yesss maaa'aaam.." i stood up and went in front.

as i was introducing myself, mr. cute gave me a 'peace sign' and a smile. wow. and it was like, lol. i mean, na love struck ako.. and, i smiled back naman. i looked at Bryan. he was laughing.. i dunno why.

"i said ms. Costudia.."
"h-huh? yes ma'am? "
"i said, pwede ka nang umupo. " 
"oh.. ok. thank you." gaah. i felt very embarrassed. then bumalik na ako sa upuan ko. yeah, sa sulok. ganun din. tawa rin ng tawa si mr. cute.

]"hmm Kirsten??" [/colornaks. si mr. cute. hmph! gagantihan ko siya.
[color=red] "ano?! "
"taray mo tol. ano pala nickname mo? Kirsten sounds cheap kasi eh. hoho."
"tyna.. kaw ba?"
"ah ok. tyna pala. ako ba nginingitian mo kanina??" woah. bat di niya alam
"yeah.. diba nagpeace sign ka sakin??"
"oo nagpeace sign ako pero hindi ikaw.. " So hindi pala ako yun.
"bah? hindi rin naman ikaw ang nginitian ko ah? yucks."  i pulled out a notebook.
"ah ganun ba, si jam kasi yung nginingitian ko eh. "
"ahh. magkakilala kayo? " si jam, wow. tumagos ata ako. niceee. i went to my locker and placed the books inside.
"yeah. uhm.. ex ko. hehe. " I stood up and went to my locker.
"WHAT?! "  i dropped my books oh shoot.. m-my diary! nabangga ko pa yung twin ng katabi ko. omg. this is .
"oh" kinuha ko yung diary ko, pero.. urghh.. he read it.. and he saw my pic. urghh.
"c-can I have that notebook? "  tinitignan niya ata mabuti pic ko.. anak ng teteng.
"o-oh.. Im sorry.." he gave me my diary. "By the way, Im Marvin. and you're?"
"Ugh. Kirsten. call me tyna."
oh.. ok.. nice to meet ya. "

Umupo na ako, everyone was busy chatting and texting. But Sir Allan didn't know that, he continued calling names and yeah, they'll introduce their selves. this time its Marvin's.

"Marvin Allivares po. Sixteen Years old. taken. uhm, committed since May 21."  what?! taken na siya?!
"wow, your taken. sayang naman. who's your GF btw? Mayaman ba??" he pointed at Jam.
"she is. im proud. " we're stunned. grabe. kaya siguro ganito nalang ang ugali ng kapatid niya. wew.
"ok, sit down.. hmm.. Melvin?"
"thank you sir.."
"Melvin?? Where's Melvin?" the guy beside me stood up. wow, he's Melvin? wow naman. Melvin and Marvin. Nice combinations.
"I'm Melvin Allivares. Im Sixteen, turning seventeen on the 23rd day of December. The type of girl that i like is.. " i looked at him. he's sad. siguro dahil kay jam.
"is.. uhm, simple and kind. lolengs. whatever. haha. I have a dream that I want to fulfill. Medyo malapit na. "
"what dream? hmm.. ok. sit down."

waaa.. blah blah blah. since nasa corner ako, as in yung pinakacorner, at yung katabi ko lang ay si Melvin, ayun, nagchikahan kami. i found him very annoying and very irritating. Lagi nalang niya binubuhol yung buhok ko whenever he's bored. i hate it, bagong rebond pa naman to. Then I'll poke his shoulders. "cut it out. nakakakiliti!!" haha. But somehow, he's kind of interesting naman. We both have dreams that we want to fulfill. We talked about our families. I asked informations about his brother Marvin aha. sayang eeh.



"uy geli, paki sabi nga kay ma'am, magpapalit lang ako ng shoes. leather tong suot ko eh.."
"sige go.." I went to the classroom. I saw and heard Jam & melvin? or marvin? gahh.. i don't know. basta ang alam ko, nag-uusap sila.

"bat ayaw mo ipaalam??"
"masama.."
"tayo naman ah??"
"yung kapatid mo.."
"hayaan mo siya.."
"dammit."

"tttttyyyynnnnaaaa!!!" oh shoot. enough na sa mga chika chika, i need to go inside and change my effin shoes. I entered and I didn't bother to look at them. Kinuha ko na lang bigla yung rubber shoes ko. then Jam went outside. she banged the door. damn. I didn't said any word, i don't want to get involved in their effin fight. I roamed around the room.. gaah.. where's my rubber shoes?!!

"oh.. the rubber shoes.."
"h-huh?"  i turned around. then I saw him holding my rubber shoes. "w-what in the-"
"ako na maglagay sa paa mo. aha. "
"h-hindi, ako nalang. mamats nalang." naman. gusto kong ipalagay pero, im super uber uber shy talaga.
"ako na.. or else, zero ka sa rating dun sa groupwork." ayba, ni-corner pa ako.
"o-ok.. "

gawsh. he's so nice. i think this is Marvin. Now i know what's the difference between them. im right. 99.9%. its the attitude. yeah. he held my uber bantot na feet and ayun, taadaa! nilagay na niya. lolengs. parang Cinderella.

"ok na? "
"y-yeah.. thanks.. Marvin??"
"aha. ya got me. welcome. ^_^"

I smiled at him. I can't resist. hahaha. so kakaloka. and yun, nagstart na kami mag gymnastics. so kapagod. as if naman gagamitin namin tong gymnastics na to sa pagta-trabaho diba? unless, the course you'll be taking is somehow related sa P.E. ai naku. basta ako, whether I like it or NOT i'll take nursing. gaaah.. parents nga naman.

Katatapos ng GSP - 6:06

"uy Gerald, paano yung sa filipino niyan?"
"bahala na, kita kits nalang.."
"ok."
"oh before I forget, kunin mo cp nung bago nating kaklase.."
"what?? sino dun? kagroup ba natin un?" sana oo..
"basta yung maamo yung muka.. yeah, kagroup natin. sige bye."

Gerald left me in the canteen. and, i went back to the classroom. I saw boys na malapit sa place ko, pero umalis din. ayun, ako nalang mag-isa sa room. i saw a bag. it was Marvin's. ayun, pumasok na rin siya at nagsmile then, chupi.

I want my things to be organized. kaya inalis ko yung ibang book na indi kailangan para sa monday. I left it in the locker. I saw a blue paper...

Your eyes, which first held me captivated.. where I stood.
Your smile, to lighten up my day and warm every corner of my soul.
Your voice, like an angel speaking.. making me shiver when i heard it..
Your hair, about which I dreamed, cascading into my face, as you leaned over me.
Your hands, whose caress I crave to hold my face in their tenderness.
Your arms, that I want to put it in my neck and as you pull me close
to your warmth.
Most of all, everything you are, changed the way I feel about my life.
changed what I felt, about you.. i think..
I fell.. in love.. with you..

Last edited by xxBUBBLiExx (2008-10-21 06:03:08)

weew!,
jiji:D
i agree to ol of you sis!,
i h8 reciting!
jiji,

~mmn.,?cgwoh ngah
ung masungit na kambal ang
ktabi niya!,
nyaekzs!,

jiji:D

i'll update the 2nd chapter and reply to your comments later.. thanks.. ^___^

ate bubblie., you like math pla?
weeeeeeee^^

@topic: waiting for the next chappie.
ang saya saya.

What the hell is this?! and.. what a penmanship looks like it's been scratched by a chicken yuck. asar sino ba naman kasing ta-tanga-tanga ang naglagay nito sa locker ko Yeah I'm weird. i'm supposed to feel, flattered, but no. im disappointed. kung sino mang naglagay nito sa locker ko, ihanda niya pwet niya buset.

darn it. i noticed the clock. its already 6:40. what the hell. i've been thinking the stupid letter for about 40 minutes?! damn. what's this stupid feeling anyway . naman uuwi na nga ako. baka anu pang kabalastugan ang mangyari sakin dito. feste

As I was walking my way home, I saw the two. Jamjam & Marvin. holding hands wew. im sad. he's taken, i can't have him anymore . hayy. mas maganda pa ako kay Jam eh . I heard someone, punching the wall.

"M-M-Melvin?!? "  he gave me a not-so-nice look
"w-what?! "
"n-nothing.. calm down ok?! "
"Ugh. i can't.. im the loser.. "
"lika nga, usap nga tayo "
"leave me alone." I ignored him.
"its about Jam right?? "
"h-how did you know?! "
"hay tanga, ex mo kaya. usap tayo, i'll help you.."
"b-but.." he frowned again.
"tara naaa "

hinila ko siya papunta dun sa playground nag-seesaw kami. anyway, i'm just helping him naman eh. hehe. ako sumakay sa see-saw, tapos siya, tinutulak ako.

"o tapos??"
"dapat, ikaw palagi kasama niya.."
"ok ok, then?"
"usap kayo.."

i stopped. im stunned. my heartbeat is.. f-fast.. I dunno why.. i just.. cried.

"t-tyna?" I looked away from him.
"i-im sorry"  I wiped my tears.
"aha. bat ka umiiyak?? brokenhearted ka rin ba? "
"h-hindi ah.. hehe.. ewan ko ba *sigh*"
"ai naman. tara dota tayo, para sumaya ka. "
"h-hindi ko kailangan nyan nuh.. "
"treat ko.. tara na kaseeee.." he pushed me. ang lakas jusko, ayaw ko mahulog
"waaaa!! wag mo nga gagawin yan pag-ako -"

kiniss niya ako sa pisngi.. Blood filled my cheeks.

"o ano? tara na??"
"b-bakit mo ginawa yun!?! "
"anu?? ang malesia mo naman!! tara na, dota tayo.. "

o-oo nga naman. sa pisngi lang naman yun. bakit ba napaka-over acting ko peste, ang weird ng panahon. we went to a computer shop. and, wala nang tao .

"oi, magre-research ba kayo?"
"opo manong." anung opo? sapakin ko to eh!
"a-ano?!" i whispered.
"ok, ilan ba?"
"dalawa manong yung may dota."
"naman!!"
"tara na wag na reklamo tyni. "

i sat down beside him hayyy. it's weird. ang bigat ng feeling . im starting to like him. oh whatever. I admit, i like him. but love him?? no way. my parents will kill me. dapat umiwas ako ng konti para, yun, baka san pa mapunta tong friendship namin.

"hoy TYNAAAA. "
"h-ha?!"
"hay naman!! absent minded ka masyado.. sabi ko, click mo!!"
"eto? click ko?"  i clicked the icon.
"gaaah!! hindi yan!! " he held my hand :paranoid:and clicked the other icon. "ayan!! yan palagi yung icli-click mo ha??"
"huh? o-ok.. "



Lumabas na kami ng computer shop, magc-close na raw sila peste ka Melvin, pag ako nalagot sa nanay ko nito, urgghh.. di ko alam kung ano magagawa ko sayo.. baka mahalin pa kita niyan No no no.
"san ka ba nakatira?"
"sa San Villencio."
"ahh ganun ba, kabilang subdivision pala. Sabay na tayong sumakay ng train. "
"ay ganun ba?. hehe. Tara.." and so, we both rode the train. And yun, nag-asaran kami. And, talked about our lives, our dreams.. and our loved ones.
"teka lang.. about kay Jam.."

anu ba yan. peste ka tyna, anu ba tong nararamdaman mo ewan ko ba, sa tuwing naririnig ko yung namin ni Jasmine, Jam, naiinis ako..   i really don't know what's the reason.

"a-ano yun?" *riiiinnnggg* oh shoot, my mom called.

"melbs, bukas nalang, gotta go na... bye!!"  *sigh*

he suddenly grabbed my hand and shook his head. i screamed "waaaaa " yeah. i cried. i don't even know what's the reason.

"u-uy?! masakit ba yung paghawak ko? sorry na.. hihingin ko lang number mo eh.."
"h-hindi.. ayus lang.."  lumapit siya sakin he wiped my tears and..
"eto o.." he gave me his handkerchief.
"t-thanks melbs. *hiccup* " I laugh. i don't want him to think na, yun, im a crybaby. eh hindi naman talaga ako ganun. ngayon lang to. ngayon lang.
"ahaha. loko ka. kwentuhan mo ko kay jam ah.. anu pala number mo?" i heard it again. i stopped. stopped crying.
"eto.. 0917-890-.... sige, alis na ako bye. "

8:02 - San Villencio

gahh. it's very dark na before i went home, pumunta muna ako ng 7-eleven pano kaya, di ako pinakain ng lalakeng yun im hungry then, nagpaload na ako. then ayun, unlitxt40. two days. nga pala, since brother ni melbs si marvin, baka pwede kong hingin number ni marbs kay melbs diba? galing ko talaga. i'll make the move. wag na kayo kontra

"Kirsten Rhae S. Costudia " oh shoot. it's my mom
"ma, pagod ako bukas ka nalang manermon "  i gave a sad look wooo. sana makapasa ako nito
"o-ok then, go inside. " YES! ahaha. and sigurado, bukas, di na niya ako se-sermonin kasi, nakalimutan na niya eh.

"may naghahanap pala sayo kanina."
"huh? si geli?"
"hindi, lalake. may nanliligaw ba sayo tyna?! " aruy jusko, wag mo kong sigawan mama.
"huh ma?! wala kaya. ano ba pangalan?? "
"ewan. di ko na tinanong."

nu ba yan ang daming misteryo sa buhay sino nanaman kaya tong lalakeng to tsaka, sino ba nagbigay ng pesteng letter na yun sarap bugbugin . my cellphone suddenly vibrated..

From: +63915-902-....
Msg: Hi Ma'am Jam..

what the?! Jam?! g*gu tong mga kaschoolmate ko ah. kala naman nila ako si jam, eh mas maganda nga ako dun I saved the number as 'buset ka'. then I replied.

To: buSeT kA
Msg: hoy. asar ka, sino ka ba?! anung jam?! im not jasmine ok!?

'buSeT kA' replied. then ayun, nagtxt-txt na kami.

-nmn oh, c mlvin to. nyaaha. sori tyna.
-ah. aus lng, bkt b mam jam?
-wla kse, tpic ntn c jam and, [i]nag-eenjoy aq pg-pinag-uuspan ntin xa. [/i]

nag-eenjoy ka pala..

-gnun b.. wg mo na aqng twgin na jam.
-o bkt?
-bsta, tyna name ko, ndi jam
-ah ok. sori nu b gsto mong twag ko sau?
-tyna.
-ndi iba, pra, [i]tayo lng. ung prang, scret agent.
-ai sira, bhla ka nga.
-ok. cutie nlng tyna
-anung cutie?! ka tlga, e anu nmn twag ko seo? [/i]

pero deep inside, kinikilig ako.

-pogi..
-pogi?? ket gnun?
-wait lang ah..
after 10 minutes.. I recieved many messages. as in marami, tuloy tuloy. i mean, flood. nung tinignan ko na yung msg: oo, mahal pa kita jam.. alam ko, mahal mo rin ako.. kaya please..

I threw my cellphone immediately.

Last edited by xxBUBBLiExx (2008-10-21 06:14:23)

ayee~...cutie daw oh.lolz.may mood swing ata yang kambal eh...hayyy...sayang nman medyo matatagalan ang updates...pero worth waiting naman eh!

waaww!! cutie daw?? nakz!! kilig na to.. weeeee
ol pla c siz bubblie..

wahh..kabitin..i love it..

Darn. ano bang nangyayari sakin. nanginginig ako.. h-hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. tumingin ako sa labas. nakita ako ni mama. parang galit.

"TYNA! napapano ka ba?! ," i-i can't speak. gaaaahh.
"s-sorry." i picked my cellphone and yun, humiga ako.

i've been thinking him for 2 hours. i can't sleep. though he's txting me, i'm not in the mood to reply. hayy. ewan ko ba . basta, hinahawak ko nalang ng hinahawak yung handkerchief na binigay niya sakin. i don't want to give it back to him, i wan't to keep it.

When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne

i woke up. well, that's my alarm eh. aha. i looked at my reflection on the mirror. i saw myself. i saw teardrops. i sighed.

"gaaaah.. tama naa.."

i sat down. and think. why did I cry last night? is it because of that effin message? no. di pwede. god, i know. wherever path you'll lead me, i know.. it's the right path. please.. i looked at my cellphone. gaah. ang daming messages na ganun. and yun, i erased them all.

"tyna, telephone....!!" i wore my slippers and went downstairs. i saw dad. binaba niya yung phone
"da? ket mo binaba?"
"kanina pa naghihintay si gerald. sabi niya, punta ka raw ng school, gagawin niyo daw yung sa science. mamayang 1pm"

gaaah.. naman.. im stressed out. first two weeks palang ng school, i can feel the pressure na. aaii naman. sana talaga makaalis na ako sa school na to, sa lalong madaling panahon. gusto ko na mag-graduate. tapos mag-asawa. lulengs. aha. joke.

I texted geli if she would like to come to the school para matulungan siya sa english. lol. she said no. whatever. I wore my contact lenses. mahirap na, kasi, sobrang laki ng grado ko. I can't even see my mom in a short distance.

School - 1pm

I entered the school and gave the parental consent to the school guard. mahirap na I went to iv-Einstein's room. I saw my classmates.. melvin and jam.. holding hands ouch. I gave the microscope to Gerald.

"tyna, kaw yung titingin ah.." melvin said. im not sure if that's melvin.
"bat ako? pwede namang ikaw."
"ang taray. ikaw na ah."
"oo na melbs."
"melbs? si melvin?" nyak. si marvin pala to nu ba yan. kaya pala tyna lang tawag niya saken. kung kaya sabihin ko sakanya na nagtxt bro niya kay jam.. nyay, wag nalang. baka anu pang gulo ang mapunta sakin.
"uy, tyns at jam, eto oh. paghalo nyo muna." bryan handed us the container. ayun, pinaghalo ko nga...

*BOOOOMM*

"ouch! mygad tyna. sumobra!! " jam screamed.

napaupo ako pati si jam, napaupo rin. i opened my eyes. i saw her crying. wew. darn it. sumabog. what a shame. sumobra pala yung paglagay ko ng bakingsoda. urggh.. concentrate tyna. concentrate. gaah.. ang sakit ng mata ko tumama ata. shet.

"tyna? are you ok?" lumapit si marvin sakin at inabot yung tissue.
"w-what the.." i just said. look, im really, really shocked. girlfriend niya si Jam, umiiyak si jam. pero, bakit ako yung nilapitan niya? what a guy. bumabaligtad na nga yung mundo.
"what the heck, are you crying?? wait, i'll wipe it. hold still" anu ba tong lalakeng to? he has a girlfriend yet ako yung tinutulungan niya.. he was wiping my tears, may naramdaman akong masakit.
"ouch! marvin.. w-wait.. contact lenses ko na yan.. im sorry.."
"oh ok.. kala ko umiiyak ka eh.. ahe. "
"gaaahh.. marvin, come with me.. " jam stood up, so as marvin. i didn't get that effin chance huh?




I finished the experiment. waaa. hindi ko pa nahuhugas yung 'uling' face ko what the hell. so, i went to the comfort room to wash it. lolengs.

"sige tyna, uuwi ko nalang to ah. kitakits nalang sa monday. and, hugasin mo na muka mo ah. " gerald said. urghh. that's kind of insulting

I heard someone.. urggh.. naman.. nagsisigawan pa bakit pa sa comfort room. peste tong mga to i took a 'silip'. alam niyo naman ako ahay naku. sila nanaman sina jam at marbs.

"bakit siya pa yung tinulungan mo??"
"bakit?? masama ba?! tutal.." woah. i heard jam slapped at marvin. kawawa naman
"asar ka! "
"alam mo jam.. feeling ko, pinaglalaruan mo lang ako.. well.. honestly,

i'm starting to like tyna.. "



Jasmine's POV

I can't believe this is happening to me. And what the hell?! Marvin is my boyfriend yet si rei ba yung nilalapitan niya darn it. umiinit nanaman ako. urgghh.. i can't handle this situation anymore

"Marvin, come with me " what am i supposed to do is to act. pero, gaah, tumulo mga luha ko. i grabbed his hand and we talked in front of the CR.

"what?!"
"are you shouting?! "
"no. sorry. ano ba yun? ~_~ " ano ba yun?! hindi ba niya maintindihan?!
"what the f*ck!? hindi mo ba alam pinag-gagagawa mo!? "
"alam. bakit? ano bang mali ginawa ko?!" urgh. i hate this guy. buti pa si melvin.
"bakit siya pa yung tinulungan mo??"
"bakit?? masama ba?! tutal.." woah. i heard jam slapped at marvin. kawawa naman
"asar ka! "
"alam mo jam.. feeling ko, pinaglalaruan mo lang ako.. well.. honestly, im starting to like tyna.."

i heard a kaboogsh sa likod namin. i saw rhei. what the effin....

"u-oh.. im sorry if i interrupted you guys."
"no, it's ok " darn you Marvin
"o-ok, sige, i'll go na. ingat kayo." tyna left us. i have a vibes that tyna heard our conversation. darn. sira na.
"mauna na rin ako. sige bye." he grabbed my hand.
"now what?! you ruined everything!! EVERYTHING!! "
"sasabihin ko lang na, take care mhine. i love you so much "
"shut up. "

i was crying so hard. really. i screamed when I ran. I don't care what people will say. i don't care if they'll think im a weirdo. a weirdo of SSC. i don't care. and, who are they anyway?! i'm just expressing my feelings by means of screaming. yeah. who are they

Monday 10:13 - English

"ok class, you can go to the math park. or sci garden."
"yes ma'am."

everyone went outside. i saw melvin , papunta siya sa place ni tyna. hayy. bakit ba palagi nalan si rhei? im super duper uber wasak na talaga ako. i grabbed the chance. nilapitan ko na si melvin bago pa siya makalapit kay rhei. and yeah, sinamahan niya ako sa math park.

"hayy. ano kayang topic ko.. hmm.." lumapit ako sakanya.
"ako nalang topic mo. "
"weh? haha. dapat si bro eh. aha. "
"ahe. asan pala bro mo?"
"ahh. di siya pumasok, ewan ko dun, di raw niya feel."
"ah ok. uhm.."
"hmm?"
"basta ako, si melvin ang topic ko. "
"hayy bahala ka na nga jan, basta ako yung bestfriend ko." sinong bestfriend niya?
"huh? s-sino??" well, somehow, i felt jealous.
"secret. agent kami. " haha. agent naman pala eh, so it means, lalake. haha.
"o, bakit ka tumatawa jam?"
"wala.." hayy i sure miss those times nung kami pa kung pwede nga lang, irewind ko na ang oras eh.
"aha! tapos na ako kaw tapos kana jam?"
"ang adik mo!" binatukan ko siya parang bata i read his paper. i saw a sentence. a sentence that made me really jealous.
"o, bakit?" i saw rhei palapit saamin
"uyyy melbs. " anong uyy?
"loko ka cutie. "
"haha, patingin nga ng paper mo!!"
"ayoko nga!! "
"amf. bahala ka jan.! haha. enjoy!! " then, she left. wew. naOP ako. i admit it.
"hayy.. ang hirap naman nito .. " i swung my feet .. ang sikip ng dibdib kooo .
"o-oi bakit? uy, w-wag ka umiyak .. please"
"s-sorry . hehe" i wiped my tears . i stopped crying. i did what he just said. hayy.
"what's the effin reason ba kaya umiiyak ka? " i tapped him.
"n-nalaman ko kase, nagiging close na kayo.. "
"aw, di ba dapat matuwa ka? haha"
"h-hindi !!.. " i looked at him . he's shocked, i guess.
"huh?" i cried again and whispered.
"i love you "
"i love you-" i love you? oh my gash. i can't believe this, he loves me too.
"no more." crash.
"o-ok then. sige, balik na ako ng einstein ah."
"sure. "

he smiled. he's happy. b-but.. i know, i really know, mahal pa niya ako. bakit ganito, bakit.. ganito nalang yung binitaw niyang salita sakin. i even recieved his text, "mahal pa kita jam.." i saved that message. but i did not replied, coz, wew, i still have marvin. now na nalamanko sa sarili ko na, hindi pala si marvin , now na sasabihin ko kay melvin na mahal ko siya.. bakit now pa na.. hayy. i looked back, nandoon nanaman si rhei. hayy. close nga sila. sabi na nga ba. i have no chance. im so dumb that i picked the wrong person and let go of the right person. so dumb.


Kirsten's (rhei/tyna) POV

i really don't know what to write in this stupid paper. i just looked at pogi, he's laughing. though it hurts, i controlled my self. i mean, i'm very very happy for him, coz he got the chance na kausapin si jam. ahehe. oo, sabihin mo nang mas maganda ako kay jam, pero, wala eh. mas matimbang parin siya sa puso ni jam. hehe. GAAAAH ttyyynnaa!! OK. CLARIFICATION. CRUSH KO LANG SIYA. CRUSH LANG.

"CRUSH LANG!!!!!" gaaah.. seriously, naha-highblood ako sa sarili ko. you can call me a weirdo, and, ayus lang sakin. i admit naman eh.
"hoy babae! anung crush? sino kras mo ha? "
"wala ka na dun. "
"i don't like that, i'm you're bestfriend tapos, nagki-keep ka ng secret sa akin. "
"aww. oo na.."
" sino? " waaa. ayoko talaga sabihin it's forbidden
"s-si.. bryan. "
"YUCK! "
"oo na, haha, wag ka nalang maingay. "
"can't believe you had a crush on him. duhh. look at him. "
"shut up. "

Umalis ako dun sa cottage kung saan kami nakaupo. hay, balak ko sana asarin si pogi eh. ahe. medyo makiki-feeling close muna ako sakanya. i mean, makikisingit ako dun sa usapan nila ni jam. i'll just congrats him. whatever.

"uyyy melbs. " yah. it hurts.
"loko ka cutie. " ahehe. talaga tong si pogi. i smiled at him. fake.
"haha, patingin nga ng paper mo!!" i tried to grabbed his paper pero, hinarangan niya ako.
"ayoko nga!! " siguro si jam. waaa, maka-alis na nga.
"amf. bahala ka jan.! haha. enjoy!! "

i left, i want to talk to him a 'lil bit longer, but, duh, andiyan pa si Jam. nakakahiya naman diba? hayy. and, i can't stand that feeling, ewan, nasasaktan ako. kaya umalis na ako, bago pa ako umiyak doon sa harap nila, at magmuka pa akong tanga. at syempre, ma-OP.

i sat down and start thinking. i dunno why i wrote this. basta. i wrote something about the twins. but i didn't mentioned their names. i just said, i like their attitude. maybe you're first impression to boy 1 is, nice. but no. lol. he's very annoying. haha. or blah blah. whatever ya call that. i also included there that i loved them. i mean, friends lang. totoo naman eh. yun nga lang, mas close kami ni pogi. hehe, single kasi. lol.

12:20pm - Lunch Table

wee. lunch na. i have a good news. i got perfect in that essay-thingy. i dunno why, really, napaka-walang kwenta nung ginawa ko. i just said na, ganyan si boy 1, boy 2, etc. etc. haha. kasama ko ngayon si geli. and, wahaha. inaasar niya ako kay bryan. yucky. lol. asa namang magkakagusto ako jan. err.

"psst. wait here, i'll just call bryan."
"what the? anin mo?"
"anung ako? ikaw kaya. wait here. haha."

err. she took it seriously. di ko crush yun. hayy naman. ngayon lang talaga ako nagsinungaling kay geli. ngayon lang i'm so afraid kung ano mangyayari pag nalaman niya yung totoo. ayaw pa naman niyang nagsisinungaling ako sensitive kasi to eh.. gaah. bahala na..

"ahaha. eto na si bryan.. woooo.." err. as if.
"hi tyns. "
"low."
"pwede makisabay?"
"hmmm-" bigla nalang may humawak sa balikat ko. grabe, kinabahan talaga ako.
"can we talk tyna? "

Last edited by xxBUBBLiExx (2008-10-21 06:03:54)