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#1 2008-07-19 11:05:28

Nahz.Is.Fab: » FriendsterWhiz; › ღ I'm So Emo ღ; › The Scandalers; Location: ღ Philippines ღ; Registered: 2008-03-02; Posts: 3226; Reputation: 178; Friendster

The Hardest Thing I Had To Say -Part 1-

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Story:

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.

-PART 2- = Coming Out Soon.

This Story Is From A FRIEND.♥

Last edited by nahzbate (2008-07-19 12:09:14)

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#2 2008-07-19 11:55:00

akuzet16: » FriendsterWhiz; › ur driving me CRAZY!; › .Fashionista.; Location: philippines, davao; Registered: 2008-04-10; Posts: 3186; Last visit: Yesterday; Reputation: 92; Friendster

Re: The Hardest Thing I Had To Say -Part 1-

weeeeeeh!.,

a new s2ry from mah sissy!
hehe

btt:
why u didn't tell him ur feelings?!.,
tsk.tsk..

Last edited by akuzet16 (2008-07-19 11:55:47)

open the spoiler..

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#3 2008-07-19 12:08:42

Nahz.Is.Fab: » FriendsterWhiz; › ღ I'm So Emo ღ; › The Scandalers; Location: ღ Philippines ღ; Registered: 2008-03-02; Posts: 3226; Reputation: 178; Friendster

Re: The Hardest Thing I Had To Say -Part 1-

Oh..

I Almost Forgot.

This Story Is From My Friend Sisz.♥

|♥ BLOG ♥|
And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in ~~disguise~~
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolize

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